I brag about you but you prove me wrong so that’s over with.

He said “you’re really good at faking smiles” and all I replied was “I ain’t faking anything.” He just stared at me and said “you don’t have to lie to me either, I can see how you really feel by just looking at your face. I love you and I’m here for you”
I can’t believe I started crying. All he did was hug me tightly without letting me go and say everything would be alright. I’m glad I have a true friend. Even if it’s just him, I know somebody cares.

Its like everything is great yet you manage to fuck it up by doing the same thing repeatedly after you claim you don’t. Staying happy seems impossible for me. I guess I deserve it?